Question: why on earth would somebody blog about this stuff? It's so private. I would be absolutely mortified (as would my wife, I'm sure) if anyone I knew ever found this blog and put two and two together. So why risk it?

Answer: I'm lonely. Really, really lonely. There is NO ONE I trust to discuss this with, NO ONE I can ask for counsel. I am in the quantum space between two absolutely opposed worldviews. I know and love people on either side of the divide, but nobody who's floating in the dark chasm between.

I don't need advice. I need the blood of Christ. Or else psychiatric help. See? There it is again: total quantum separation.

Well I know which one makes for better songs, better stories.